Lately I’ve been imagining having a girlfriend laying next to me late at night, telling me things will all be okay
It’s such a cruel reminder of my fate
I fucking hate this world

It's like the mirror is a constant reminder of that one margaret atwood quote that every tumblr-obsessed 15 year old girl would reblog.

>>You are a woman with a man inside watching a woman. You are your own voyeur.
Even writing that makes me feel like a fraud

>>125567
I’ve accepted my fate as an excess man, there is no light at the end of the tunnel, only a dark future that’s only going to get worse
It is over for people like us, there’s only one way out

I hate my body, all of it. Recessed jawline, nasolobial folds. What I have is a curse that I do not wish anyone to experience

I feel invisible, a ghost. It’s like my presence doesn’t really matter. I try to talk to people but it feels like no one is waiting for my words. Even my parents seem to wish they had birthed a different daughter. This loneliness weighs on me, it’s everywhere I look, follows me through every street corner. Sometimes I feel like I could disappear without anyone really noticing

>>125583 same

>>125583 Same, I’ve stopped bringing it up. I can tell how people are getting tired of my whining

>>125583 Same, I’ve stopped bringing it up. I can tell how people are getting tired of my whining

I know there's always more you can do, but has anybody had a significant transformation and noticed the way people have treated you? The same people who treated you bad, say you got in shape, have you noticed those same people treating you any better?

>>12627 I ascended financially and people never treated me badly but now they treat me very well

>>12632 I'm jealous, I feel like I will always be broke and treated worse than the rest

I decided to start going to the gym and Jesus it's so fucking hard when your inferior to everyone around you and I'm not talking about the weight im lifting, that doesn't bother me since I know with time I'll get stronger. I'm talking about looks, height, progress in life. I'm literally inferior to almost everyone in almost every single way. I'm uglier, shorter, a fucking useless neet in my early 20s. The social anxiety does not help btw. How do you guys cope to being inferior to others when youre in public?

I'm genuinely wondering, how do you manage to cope with having no one else around you? For example, I've haven't talked to another individual for around 6-7 years I believe (in real life) and it's gotten really hard. I don't understand the point of living like this when people are having relationships, starting families, going to parties and etcetera when I have nothing. Do you guys have any methods of coping? Or what do you do to distract yourself from the fact you have no one?